So, I was gone for approximately, eleven (11) days not including today.
What I did during my time was reflect.
I realise that I evolve. I am evolution.
We need to give ourselves time to reevaulate and to evolve.
Evolving means that we are changing.
I for one. I hated change.
I felt like change meant something bad was about to happen.
Well, with so much bad things happening in my life I was not wrong feeling that way.
There are many others who probably still feel this way.
Change is good.
We must always see the good in every situation. It will be hard. Trust me I still try and grapple with how my abuse I endured as a teen was for the greater good. I still need to get therapy for all the trauma I had endured.
I have fallen so many times. I had been bitter so many times.
So many times I wanted to give up!!!
Yet, there was always something. And Someone. Holding on to me when I wanted to let go of them. God refused to let me go. He picked me up when I was done. He changed my name and changed me inside out. He has always been there when others had failed.
I am not going to sit here and make you believe I have it all together.
I took eleven (11) days to evolve while I endured a recurring nightmare. To isolate myself. As I have done before and realign myself. I have discovered new things and realised more about myself.
The world was created in six (6) days. Even God rested and isolated himself. He evolved with man and we with him.
I Evolve. I am Evolution.